Nurse Meg Harrell & Medical Medium Maryam Faresh
In this episode, you’ll hear a real-time demo of intuitive & medical collaboration! I’m joined by Maryam Faresh, a seasoned psychic medium/medical intuitive, & Meg Harrell, a registered nurse with a deep passion for solving the medical mysteries that traditional systems often miss. Together, they collaborate to help clients uncover the emotional and energetic roots of their physical symptoms, then translate that insight into actionable medical guidance.
We talk about the evolving role of intuition in health care, the emotional patterns behind chronic conditions and how true healing can happen when we trust what’s coming through. Stay tuned until the end for a powerful live session with a guest whose story is close to my heart.
Highlights:
🧠 How do intuitive insight and clinical knowledge come together to uncover the root of illness?
🩺 How does a registered nurse learn to trust messages that don't come from textbooks, but from spirit?
🔍 What role do unprocessed emotions play in chronic symptoms & how can they be identified intuitively?
💬 How do Maryam & Meg collaborate in real time to receive, interpret and confirm intuitive medical guidance?
⚖️ Can a practitioner balance logic and intuition without losing credibility in either realm?
🌬️ What are the subtle ways the body speaks when the mind can’t make sense of what's happening?
💔 How does grief and emotional suppression show up physically and what helps move it?
🌀 What does it feel like to receive intuitive information that is accurate but unexpected?
✨ How does a live medical intuitive session unfold?
🌿 Could the future of medicine include both clinical precision and spiritual presence & are we already seeing signs of that shift?
👁 Look for their intuitive medical demos on their YOUTUBE
MARYAM FARESH is a Medical Medium and intuitive healer who specializes in uncovering emotional, energetic & spiritual patterns behind chronic illness and unresolved medical symptoms. Reading both people and pets for over 25 years, her tough, yet down to earth personality, has attracted and inspired a loyal following. INSTAGRAM: @MaryamFaresh TIKTOK: @MaryamFaresh
MEG HARRELL, RN, BSN is a Registered Nurse with 16+ years of experience across med-surg, pediatrics & critical care. Creator of NurseMegRN.com, a leading platform supporting thousands of nursing students and patients in navigating complex health challenges. INSTAGRAM: @meg.for.it TIKTOK: @NurseMegRn
TIANNA ROSER is an Usui Reiki Master Teacher, Soul Plan Practitioner & Certified Clinical Hypnotist specializing in Past Life Regression, Life Between Lives Regression & QHHT. https://www.awakeningtransformation.com. 💖 Her book “Awakening Transformation: A Beginner’s Guide to Becoming Your Higher Self” is filled with practices to lighten your spiritual journey & accelerate growth: https://www.amazon.com/Awakening-Transformation-Beginners-Becoming-Higher/dp/1737705303
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TRANSCRIPT
Tianna: [00:00:00] Hi ladies. Welcome to the podcast. I would love to kind of,
hi. I would love to get to know you guys a bit first. , Usually or oftentimes on
the podcast through my own spiritual community and groups and things like
that. We have people that I've met along the way, but this is my first time
meeting you guys.
So, , let's start with Miriam. Can you tell us about yourself and what you do?
Maryam: Sure. My name's Miriam. I'm a psychic medium medical intuitive,
and I've been doing this for over 25 years.
Tianna: Amazing. Okay. And Meg.
Meg: Meg Harrell. I am a registered nurse. I have 16 years of clinical
experience and I have a passion for uncovering what traditional medicine
sometimes misses.
Tianna: Yeah, I love that. I love the idea of like medical mysteries and like
mysteries are so popular now, , people like crime mysteries, but then I'm glad
we're not covering crime today and we're covering [00:01:00] something, that's
more positive and uplifting, helping people restore their health and wellbeing.
But from sort of a mystical perspective, which of course, beyond the illusion is
all about that, beyond what we normally look to and see. So how did you two
come to know each other? You want me to take that one state?
Meg: Yeah, go ahead.
Maryam: It sort of was magical in the sense that I was. Producing a show
called Myth or Mystery, a paranormal show.
And one of the producers and researchers came across Meg's haunted hospital
segments on TikTok. And so we had her on the show. And I have been looking
for someone to, in the medical field to collaborate with for a long time.
Obviously, it's not easy to find people that are willing to work with a psychic,
and I just took a shot with her and thought, her energy was really open and easy.So I thought maybe she'd be willing to work with me, [00:02:00] and she was.
Tianna: Wow. And how was that? So I, imagine that it's evolved. How long has
that been now that you guys have been working together? Over a year. How
long? Mm-hmm. Yeah. Over a year. Not long. Yeah. So how has that evolved
over time?
Meg: I think with each patient that we encounter in each little case that we work
together on, it evolves a little bit and we kind of see how much we can both
contribute.
And it's been really exciting to see it from the first, very first case that we
worked together on to the ones just recently. It just I feel like it gets better and
better.
Tianna: Agreed. Cool. So walk us through the process. How does this go?
Somebody comes to you as a case and what happens next?
Meg: Yeah, so they typically contact me.
So I have been getting these kinds of messages and emails for years as I teach
online and , tell medical stories. So people will come to me with, not necessarily
a misdiagnosis, but just an unseen [00:03:00] diagnosis. I have these symptoms.
I go to my practitioner, they tell me there's nothing obviously wrong with me, or
they'll give me a procedure, medication and it's not working.
My symptoms are still there. No one can figure me out. They come to me and I
say, okay, well let's figure this out. Let's put together what you're currently
experiencing and what you know. Diagnoses , or things that we've been through
so far with scans we've done, and then I'll sort of create a very condensed triage
story.
This is what's happening to you. Then we come to Miriam and the patient will
literally just give her a very small snippet. I feel this here, I'm experiencing this
symptom. This is how it's interfering with my day to day. And then Miriam
takes over and she will, not in necessarily medical terms, but as much as she can
describe, tell us what she sees and what could be going wrong.
I take that and I translate it into medical terms. Okay. Where she's pointing is
your liver [00:04:00] or your pancreas. And when she says leaking, she's
probably talking about the duct that connects to the small intestine, things like
that. And then based on what we need to further investigate, I'll tell the patient,you need to ask your practitioner or these specific labs, or this specific type of
scan to this area.
Then they'll go to their practitioner and say, I want this, I'm looking for this.
And they'll order that and typically we will help them figure out what's wrong
and then also change their life and stop those symptoms.
Tianna: That's amazing. That's so cool. Like, I love, just recently we had a
episode with a homeopathy practitioner.
I don't even know the term, , homeopathy practitioners. And they were talking
about the future in their practices and how they're using intuitive practices to
inform them moving forward. And I got really excited about that. I was just like
thinking, yeah, we're in a time of transformation and change and so many more
people are opening to alternative, practices for wellness and for [00:05:00]
spiritual practices and how everything is holistic and connected, , part of the
oneness, body, mind, emotion, spirit.
And so it's cool to hear, , even from a more allopathic medicine, , angle. That
there are these possibilities. I'm curious, do you know of other people, are you
guys like really at the forefront of this? Is there, or have you found other people
that are doing something similar and what do you think might be the future for
this kind of work?
Meg: I haven't found any. I would love to, but I haven't found anybody who's
exactly doing this because a lot of the treatment or suggestions that we offer
isn't always go get this medication, go get this scan or something like that.
Miriam will say, , you need to heal this particular wound, or did this happen in
your childhood?
And it's coming at it from every angle. How can we heal you physically and
spiritually? Okay. I haven't seen it done anywhere else, at least in, in my
medical circle. I don't know anyone else who's [00:06:00] doing it.
Tianna: Yeah, I agree. What do you think about the future like with the
homeopathy practitioners?
They've created this, , school of Intuitive homeopathy and they're teaching other
homeopathy practitioners to work with dreams and to awaken their intuitive
abilities. And I'm curious, I don't know if, I've always forward thinking like,
have you thought of creating a school or a training program that could kind of
spread this for other, because you guys are limited to being human and havingX amount of hours and this x amount of energy, and yet there are probably so
many people all over the world, they're going to want this model moving
forward.
Meg: Possibilities are endless. I don't know, a course, a class. Yeah, adding to
medical school or nursing school, I don't know. That's a really cool idea. I.
Tianna: Planting the seeds right now,
Maryam: you are, I think it comes down to,, basically those that are, that work
in a [00:07:00] more logical fashion to be open to it first.
And I think it also requires those that are like me or work in more natural types
of healing to be open to medicine and all that it has to offer. Because I think on
both sides of the spectrum, there can be people that are anti one or the other,
and. That's not going to get us anywhere. And medicine is imperative and
science is imperative and doctors are imperative and so are psychics and
mediums.
And really everybody who has the, because we all carry psychic skillsets. It's
not like I have something you all don't have, but the way I express it is different
from others. So more of us coming forward and taking ownership of our psychic
skill sets instead of, is it real? Is it happening? Is this really, and just take
ownership and use it to, the [00:08:00] more of us that are using this skillset, the
more the medical community, I think will become more comfortable with it as it
becomes if and when it becomes more mainstream.
And then we can work together.
Tianna: I absolutely think it's going to become more mainstream in our
lifetime. I was just thinking we had this guest Amy Adler, in the financial
realm, talking about how hard it is, , wanting to teach people to utilize astrology
and numerology and intuitive things in the financial realm and revolutionize
that and how hard, I would think that would be a much more challenging in
industry to revolutionize, whereas at least in health and wellness, there's a lot
you could work with, , naturopaths and herbalists and there's a lot more like
alternative healers that are open to spirituality and intuition and things like that.
Maryam: I think that COVID was a was a great door opener. Let me rephrase
that [00:09:00] for, the positive aspects of COVID. Obviously there's a lot of
dark negative aspects to it, but one of the flip sides to it is it's because doctors
don't yet have answers for long COVID. I suffer from long COVID, so for thosethat suffer from long COVID, you're forced to find another way of healing until
medicine catches up and.
You know, for me all that did was continue to balance that, utilizing my medical
doctors to make sure that everything's okay and I'm still having symptoms, but
they're not big scary. It's not something big and scary. It sounds like it's just
long COVID VID and so then , I moved to alternative therapies to manage the
symptoms.
So I think COVID I is and I think a lot of people are doing that and have done
that. , I by no means think I'm the only person that's done that and a lot of
people did it out of just being forced to do it 'cause there's nothing else. And
some, a lot of times that's how change happens, right? We're forced to look in a
different [00:10:00]
Tianna: direction.
Absolutely. I would love to hear, , since this is a spiritual podcast, I would love
to hear, Miriam, first your spiritual journey. When did you know you were a
medium? When did these gifts become really accessible and when did you start
to offer them professionally?
Maryam: I don't remember ever not having them.
So, we are all born with them. Some of us, we just born are born with
heightened skill sets. , And so my skill sets were just heightened and my mom
really encouraged them in me, and I've just always used them., And I think, I
must have started charging technically in my twenties but I was always using it.
, So yeah, I mean, I think utilizing the skillset is different than becoming a
teacher of spirituality because, it's like you can learn something and use it, but
until you are actively. [00:11:00] Practicing it deeply daily, and it's your go-to,
and if you are not practicing it, you can't teach it. That's when, you know, that
obviously took place later in life as you grow up.
And that was for me, that work is much more personal , and important than just,
being a psychic.
Tianna: Yeah. , How does it work for you? 'Cause there's different ways that
people do this kind of work. Are you receiving impressions through your own
intuition?Are you having a conversation with people's higher self or how has it worked
for you?
Maryam: I actually don't know where this comes from. At a young age, I
understood that it wasn't, it didn't really matter so much the technicality behind
it. What mattered was how I utilized it and understanding how to use it.
So every situation is completely different. Sometimes I'm deeply channeling,
sometimes I am not, sometimes I'm [00:12:00] talking to them, to mine, to, I
don't ask I, I recognize energies energetically, like I recognize, I can feel a
familiar presence, if you will, more than I'm like, what's your name? Who are
you working with?
Not that there's anything wrong with that. It just was never something that I felt
was necessary. I feel like also, intuition and channeling is like, it's all just
coming from source. So. I sometimes I hear, sometimes I see, sometimes I feel,
I know for some people they only they can only do it one way, and that's okay.
You know, that's their skillset. For me, there's just never been really a boundary
or a, I've never tied it down to one thing, because every, like, if I'm talking to
ets, it's a very different experience than when I'm doing my medical
mediumship. It's a different experience if I'm helping someone in a spiritual
coaching session, you know, it's all just what does Spirit want me to do?
Okay. I do that.
Tianna: [00:13:00] Wow. Wonderful. Okay. It's amazing that you were raised
in a family where it was encouraged. I think that's huge to, have that support. A
lot of people don't have a, support system when they're awakening spiritually.
Or maybe when they were young, it got shut down because they were in an
environment where that was not acceptable.
And so how wonderful. Or you chose your parents? Well, maybe,
Maryam: well, it's, to be fair, it was one parent.
Tianna: Okay?
Maryam: The other parent still isn't sure about me and what my whole thing is,
but you only need one. So the one that believed in me. My mom is, yeah. It
changes everything, as we all know.Right?
Tianna: Yeah. And Meg, so 'cause you mentioned like doing this sort of
paranormal videos, so I'm guessing, , you were already on a spiritual, or at least
open or interested in, beyond the illusion when Miriam [00:14:00] reached out.
But I'd love to kind of hear your story and where you're at if you consider
yourself on a spiritual path or what your thoughts are.
Meg: Yeah, absolutely. I do. I think even when I was a child, I can feel energies
and I would see what, as a child I saw, like ghosts, I would see figures or I
would, see someone sitting on my bed. And as I would be in certain places, see
things at the corner of my eye, things would move. Like just paranormal
interesting things would happen.
And it seemed to follow me and it really ramped up when I started working in
healthcare when probably my early twenties. Just things would happen. Call
Bells would go off, beds would move. I have , a photo of a footprint that
appeared in a bed after the lights were flickering. Just things like that.
And it seemed, to follow me. And even my coworkers would make jokes about
that. So I just started to tell those stories on TikTok to just, you know, share it
and see if anybody else had those [00:15:00] stories. 'cause I was never fearful
of it. It never scared me., I never felt like I was in danger.
Definitely felt like something someone else was there. It was a whole presence,
but it never harmed me. It never scared me. And, little things still happen where
like, even in this, where I'm living now, a chair will move by itself.
Tianna: It's
Meg: fine the way you say that. So,
Tianna: oh yeah. Chair will move by itself.
I always think. Yeah, I haven't really thought about it before, but I would think
that like a hospital would have a lot of psychic activity going on because of, all
the drama that's happening and, , even if maybe if someone's in a coma, maybe
they're out of their body or all of the angels and the spirit guides are coming and
people are praying, and gosh, there must be a lot going on there.Meg: Yeah. There's a lot of life, there's a lot of death, and then there's a lot of
people who are like, in that, in between stage. So there's a lot of energies and
things , in those types of buildings.
Tianna: Cool. So I'm [00:16:00] curious, I don't know if you guys are able to
talk about any of the cases , if you can kind of anonymously talk about any of
the cases that you've done.
Meg: Oh, we could just leave out names and identifiers. Mm-hmm. , Just like in
healthcare, there's all these HIPAA laws about confidentiality. There's some
really cool stories that we've had where the one girl was having so many
different symptoms, like multi symptom or multisystem symptoms.
So it wasn't just, oh, my stomach, I'm having GI issues. It wasn't just breathing
issues , or headaches, you know, neurological issues. It was a combination. So it
was really difficult for doctors to figure out what it was, just scan everything
and take your blood and test for everything. And she was still having these
symptoms.
But identifying specifically Miriam had said a specific gland and a specific
organ. And how something was leaking. And then we sent her [00:17:00] off,
go get tested, go test for these things. And her liver enzymes were elevated, just
things that other people hadn't thought , to check for, and also some personal
things for her to deal with and work on and face.
And , it was pretty amazing to see the transformation of figuring it out and then
seeing her life change.
Tianna: Wonderful. So do you ever get pushback, like maybe the wife wants to
come and work with you guys and the husband is like, they're quacks or
whatever. I don't know. Do you get anything?
Have you had any experience like that? Yeah. How, yeah.
Maryam: How
Tianna: do you
Maryam: deal with that? Yeah. I think it's more so that people will, I. Say
they're really interested and then you never hear from them again. We've had
people who during the session were in tears and like, you changed, my life.I can't believe that. And then you follow up and they're like no, I think
[00:18:00] I'm just going to stay the way I am I'm not ready to make any
changes. And, we had one woman who if I remember correctly, she just didn't
tell her husband. And that happens a lot where you just don't tell your
significant other, and honestly they don't need to know.
Like if you're just taking care of your body, that's up to you. It's not up to
anybody else anyway. And , worst case scenario is you get nothing from this
session, which we've yet to experience. But that's worst case scenario is nothing
happens, you know?
Tianna: Yeah, I can so relate because I, , do past life regression and spiritual
regression, and people will have these incredible experiences during the session
when their left brain is softened and their analytical mind is sort of out of the
way.
And then when they come, back into their full waking consciousness and their
left brain is fully activated, they start to just. Dismiss it all. Oh, I probably just
made all of that up, oh, that probably is it, and it's a shame. And I've just
[00:19:00] learned to like, okay, well, , maybe later they'll be ready to take,
again, sometimes we're just planting seeds.
Mm-hmm. , Because I've had people that discounted it and then later mm-hmm.
Much later came back and, really were able to acknowledge it. So I imagine that
that happens with you sometimes where you're planting a seed and maybe later
also, like you're saying, when people, it's like, oh, you're not going to just fix
me.
I am going to have to change this or that. Which I think
Maryam: Meg sees that. I'm sure Meg can speak to that too, but to speak to
what you're saying, as far as too, in my work as a psychic, I don't, I'm not a
traditional psychic, so I don't read like a typical psychic, but so many times
there's that kind of same thing where it's like, I guess so.
And then they come back and they're like, oh my God. But you have to have the
faith and the confidence to trust that everyone's on their own learning path,
right? So it's no different than, if a doctor tells you you need to lose weight and
you're not ready to do that for another year, and in that [00:20:00] moment
you're mad at the doctor, but a year later you're like, thank God they said that, or
whatever that is.E everyone's on their own trajectory to realization and remembering who they
are as spiritual beings, and it's not for us to dictate how that happens and when
that happens. And for me, for sure, and I can probably bet for both you guys.
The last thing we want to do is stand in the way of someone's path.
So we just have faith in our work and in who we are and trust that when they're
ready for their sake, not ours, for their sake, they will find that peace in that
memory recall.
Tianna: Yeah that's a really good perspective. How did you come to decide this
specific focus? I know you said you do some other things too, like some
counseling and other kinds of work with people, but , again, there's so many
different things you could do with your intuitive gifts.
What pulled you towards , the medical medium aspect?
Maryam: Honestly, I've been able to kind of [00:21:00] form out all of, like, I
have a strong paranormal area that's working. I have a lot of, movement in that
field. I have. My animal pet psychic, if you will, type work, has a lot of forward
movement in it.
Like all the different aspects of my work is moving forward. The only one that
was I think waiting for Nurse Meg was the medical medium side. I was already
doing the work, but as long as every time I would do the work, I'd just be like,
I'm just giving them half the solution. , How is this serving anybody?
But I had to wait for the right person to come around and the timing had to be
right. And so it was I always wanted to do it. I just was waiting for Meg
basically.
Tianna: Because I do pass life regression and I do life between lives. And so, I
know we all have, can all have different beliefs, but my perspective is that our
souls came in with sort of , a lesson plan and also , some soul contracts.
And I'm just curious if you believe in soul contracts, if you think that the two of
[00:22:00] you might have come in with this soul contract.
Maryam: Yeah. I mean, I feel that every being, whether they're animal, plant or
human, we have a contract with on some level. And we've been moving through
lifetimes, past lifetimes, future lifetimes together until we graduate from
whatever that lesson is.But, yes, some relationships are deeper and stronger than others. I mean, for me
personally, I can't speak to Meg, but to me this is a perfect example of a soul
mated relationship, so yeah, for me that would be a yes. I mean, let's hope, I feel
like we're on a, , dating app. , Meg, do you feel the same way?
Meg: Especially when I worked in the er, I would meet dozens, hundreds of
people in a week, and you just kind of flow through. And then there's some
people that you make connections with. It just sticks for so long and you're like,
oh, this was meant to be, I was [00:23:00] supposed to be here. You were
supposed to be here.
This is a connection that needs to continue. And I have people that I worked
with where I knew on day one the shift that I worked with them. We were going
to be best friends forever. I was just in one girl's wedding who we met on the
first day. We became instant best friends. And then as soon as me and Miriam
started conversing, it was like, yes, more of this.
This was definitely meant to be. And then when we met in person, it was like so
easy. I was like, this is like a sister. This is so meant to be.
Tianna: Oh yeah. I didn't check this before. Do you live in different places or
Meg: We live on opposite sides of the country.
Tianna: Oh, that's so cool. Except for the time difference.
That must make things sometimes difficult, but.
Maryam: She wakes up to my texts a lot.
Tianna: Wow. Yeah. I just really can imagine little light bulbs going off in
people's heads who are listening to this thinking like, oh, maybe I want to
collaborate with someone or co-create with someone , and all of the [00:24:00]
possibilities of how, I think So you're both in the United States, correct?
Mm-hmm. Yeah. I mean, I think most people, even though we have this
incredible polarization going on and this big divide, I think most of us can agree
in our country that our medical system is broken on, our healthcare system is
broken, our educational system is broken, our politics is broken. Our, , like all
of our systems are broken.And we need people to come in and find new possibilities of moving forward to
better serve everyone, to better serve the community, to better serve the
collective. And this is like an example of that. And I think, 'cause I am aligned
with astrology, as this is an Aquarian age and we're meant to collaborate, co-
create, and we're not meant to compete anymore.
We're all going to, , find new ways to create new possibilities working together.
And I think this is , such a really cool example of that. What are your thoughts
on that?
Meg: I do see a huge shift. Even when I started working, [00:25:00] you know,
16 years ago or even more than that in healthcare, it wasn't as much as for the
collective.
And even with the next generations now coming in and working and becoming
doctors and becoming nurses, it feels like there's a huge shift, even just in the
energy like it used to be that nurses eat, they're young, and the old nurses were
mean, and you were scared of them. And now there's this very collaborative
like, Hey, are you behind?
I have a free moment. What can I do for you? It's a totally different atmosphere
with these next generations coming in.
Tianna: Wow. That's so cool. Yeah. . We have this really cool demo , that you
guys agreed to do where,, this is really fun 'cause we've not done this on the
podcast before, but,, we have someone who has agreed to share her symptoms
of what's going on with her and share her image and kind of get to see how this
all works.
I'm super excited to see how this all works,, in action. How does that sound?
You guys ready for that? Mm-hmm. Okay, [00:26:00] cool. And so I'll play the
recording that she provided. Shall I pull her photo? I know , I just sent the photo
to, but if you wanted Yeah, pull it up for sure. Okay. And do
Maryam: you mind giving me her full name?
Tianna: Oh, her, can I give you her first name? Okay. So her first name is
Kendra. And I'll give you her full name after, if that's okay. Okay.
Maryam: And, I know you don't want to reveal her. Of course. I totally get
that. Or if you want to email it to me. Oh, reallyTianna: quick. I'm curious to know how does that, is that like a vibrational
thing that you get from their name or?
Maryam: Yeah, I mean, I just, I read through the pictures and sometimes I need
like a first, middle, and last name, but I can work with her first name and if I
need more I can. Okay. We can ask. And what did you say her first name was?
Kendra. Okay. Okay. Let me pull up her
Tianna: photo.
Okay. Can you guys see her photo?
Okay. And then I'm going to play the recording. . So here we go. Hi, so, mm-
hmm. I would say that I'm the kind of person [00:27:00] who always has some
kind of symptom going on.
My husband thinks I'm a hypochondriac, but I do not like doctors and therefore
I tend to
Kendra: look up stuff online and self-diagnose. I like to try to cure symptoms
with like tinctures, natural medicine, never pharmaceuticals, and so it's an
always an ongoing thing of me never actually curing myself of any of the
symptoms.
I think the most symptoms that I tend to have are headaches. I used to get
migraines a lot. I don't get them anymore, but headaches. Ear aches. I have a
tendency for being very sensitive and having reactions to all kinds of things like
allergies. I have had psoriasis just one hand, my left hand for the past almost
five years.
[00:28:00] Sometimes it'll go away and seem like it's healing and then it'll come
back strongly again. I know that I do drink too much coffee and yeah, just like
mostly like flu-like symptoms. Oh, and I have a really hard time losing any
weight. I have tried all different kinds of things. I don't know if it's, I just don't
stick with one sort of healing regimen long enough, but that and also ongoing
on and off fatigue.
Yeah, so those are my main symptoms that I experience and I am trying to
figure out. Myself without any doctor to guide me or health professional. So I
get the symptoms pretty much every week. The weight, of course, is an ongoing
battle, but like for instance, the flu-like symptoms, I [00:29:00] wake up at least
once a week feeling like that.Sometimes it dissipates midday and sometimes it carries into the next day
where, yeah, or I'll have an ear ache for one day and then I'll just be gone the
next day. So that's how it is. Vaguely. And if I were to rate it of how bad it was
on a scale from one to 10, I mean, I would just say it feels like when you have
the flu, but the thing is, I am not often around people, and so I'm not exposed to
germs.
Very frequently, and yet I'll still get symptoms like that. On a scale of one to 10,
I'd say it can be anywhere from a five to seven. Usually not any worse than that,
except the fatigue. Also weekly, not every day. It just really depends. And the
fatigue is usually when I do [00:30:00] get it pretty, I'd say like a 10 because I'll
have to go take a nap or something like that, which I really don't like taking
naps because I always feel groggier when I wake up from a nap.
But when I'm that tired, I just have to lie down. It feels, it's almost like I am
going into a coma or something.
Tianna: Okay. So that's the recording.
Maryam: I'm sorry, , I will repeat questions. Kendra was her name, Uhhuh.
Okay. , She has a blockage, but part of that blockage started due to emotional
trauma that then started to manifest physically.
The blockage feels like it's like down gut , below the gut. Like, can't think of the
word Meg. What's below the belly button and before like there's the pelvis.
Okay, but internal organs behind the pelvis. What's that? , Is there any,
Meg: you have a little bit of the small intestines, the colon, and then you have
the bladder there.
And if you're a woman, the [00:31:00] uterus in front of it.
Maryam: There's something that's blocked. So what's interesting is her, this
happened around five years old. The blockage was an energetic blockage due to
some sort of trauma. It then manifested into physical, but then it's also
manifesting in the personality.
The personality is rigid, restrictive, and needs to work on being more open and
flexible. There's a lot of that just comes from fear-based because of. Trauma,
but the more open and flexible the personality can be to, , to medicine, and I
think she knows in other areas of her life where she can be more open and
flexible.That's going to help with the physical blockage that stuck. There's this, and
that's also what's happening internally, like. Refusal to do certain things. And
that comes from fear, and like I said, [00:32:00] trauma in other places. But if
we can work on being more flexible with the personality, that's going to bleed
into the physical, that's going to bleed into the energetic.
And that's going to then open the door to what this blockage really is. And if it
requires medical attention, obviously Meg is going to step in. But this is what
I'm getting for now. If it requires medical attention, then it requires medical
attention. The blockage is causing other areas to leak. I want to be able to, a
kidney is involved, but also there's a, I can't think of the word but there's another
organ that's.
There's an organ that's blocked specific, that's not functioning properly. It feels
like it's around where, like the belly button, the pelvis
Meg: , If I name them off. Yeah, please. Gallbladder, large intestine, spleen,
pancreas,
Maryam: spleen, gallbladder. Keep in mind that one may be [00:33:00]
reacting off of the other. So I don't know if it's necessarily both, but those two
stand out to me. And, I keep stressing, like, I don't know if you'll need medical
attention because this started from an emotional, energetic place.
Learning how to, , they just keep talking about being more flexible emotionally,
physically but really more so emotionally, being more flexible, open, accepting
and then that, that's like a symptom of the blockage, gallbladder and spleen and
it's emitting something that's causing I almost feel like it's not a poison in a bad,
well, it's obviously not good, but it's not a poison where it's life threatening or
anything like that, but it's emitting something that shouldn't be running through
the body basically.
You know? And it's like that stuff shouldn't be in there and that can be stopped.
Yes. Okay. Meg weigh in. Let me see what else I get.
Meg: The spleen does release [00:34:00] certain antibodies. Antibodies are
great. They're proteins that will fight infections. But you can release these when
you're in an overall state of stress, you're in an overall state of in inflammation.
And when we test for overall body inflammation, we test for a NA proteins that
is the specific lab, the a NA.If it's at a really high level, we can determine, okay, you have overall
inflammation in your body. For a lot of rheumatoid stuff, we just test for a NA
and if that's high, okay, it's probably idiopathic and something rheumatology
that it doesn't have an exact cause that we can see in a scan. But there typically
is an emotional cause behind that.
So it could be spleen leafing antibodies that those protein antibodies.
Maryam: That feels right to me.
Tianna: So then do you typically recommend, she said, she doesn't like really
to go to the regular doc. Especially you mentioned kind of more emotional,
mental mindset things about flexibility. [00:35:00] Are there practices that you
recommend , or modalities or certain types of practitioners?
Maryam: So meditation is. For me, I teach that as a non-negotiable tool, right?
Meditation is the start for everybody. You have to start there and it has to be
daily or twice a day if needed. That's going to relax the mental enough for you
to start trusting again and for you to trust that you'll be moved to the next place
safely.
Whether a friend refers you, whether you come across, you meet someone and
they're a doctor and you didn't know they were a doctor, but you just felt safe
with them because you have to release the hold that is there on. How things
should be because you that's a safety mechanism for you.
You have to find yourself [00:36:00] in a place of safety and meditation brings
us to this place of, can bring us to this place of safety. Obviously we want to
pair that with therapy. If we're dealing with trauma, so we start with therapy, we
talk to the therapist, how we incorporate meditation in if there's trauma and fear
of that coming up.
But the more she relaxes the mind, the more she's going to be open to what's
next. And. It could. That's the reason why I kept saying, I don't know. I don't
know, is be like about if she needs medical attention. 'cause she may not, as she
relaxes this tightness she has as she relaxes that through meditation, yoga,
therapy, all these things that she does regularly and daily and sticks with them
as she knows she doesn't stick with them.
And that's okay. Everyone struggles with that. But as you stick with them,
you're going to start to find that maybe you don't need a medical doctor. Maybe
if you are feeling safer with these holistic practitioners, you'll be brought to theright one that can help you. [00:37:00] Or you'll be brought to a medical doctor
that is safe and listens and can.
Absolutely help you. Did that answer the question?
Tianna: Yeah, absolutely. I want to, , give a little reveal that that's actually my
sister, which is why I didn't want to tell you that. 'cause I didn't want to give you
her name and have you like, bring anything in about being my sister. But now
that you gave that information, I'll just say her, her name is Kendra Roser and
she gave me permission to say her name, if that helps at all.
Now I will say because, I'm her younger sister that what you said is very spot
on. Like I can, she wasn't able to make it, but I can speak for, what I know of
her and and I know she knows those things about herself as well. And there are
things that over the years she's worked on a lot and has made progress, but still
struggles with that rigidity and the fear.
Stuff.
Maryam: That's fair. I thought she, I go, I was like, God, she looks just like
[00:38:00] Tianna.
Tianna: Well, she sounds a, although she was kind of talking a little bit softer.
Mm-hmm. But a lot of times if she'll leaves me a voice message, I'm just like,
oh my God, it's creepy. It sounds like me. That's funny. Her me laugh or laugh
is like very similar.
So I was like, I don't know if they're going to catch that, you know? But I
wouldn't have thought that. But
Maryam: yeah, I mean, I go so far to the other side that I wasn't even in a place
to connect those dots, even though my brain was, but anyway. I'm sorry. Meg,
do you want to I, , I feel like I've been taking up the whole conversation here,
Meg: doing the whole like triage and then the suggestion, putting it all together
in my brain.
Like the patient's symptoms, the frequency, what you noted, and then what you
suggest moving forward. You're Oh yes. Over it. Yeah. Okay. So she was
having fatigue headaches. Inability to lose weight. Psoriasis and ear aches.
Frequency was almost every day or every week. And then as you read her,Miriam noted emotional blockage maybe from even five years [00:39:00] of
age.
And now that blockage is causing inflammation in the gut, the spleen could be
releasing antibodies that are causing overall inflammation in the body, causing
those specific symptoms. Suggested treatment, meditation learning to be less
rigid, less restrictive, more open and flexible, leading with less fear and
emotional healing.
Not necessarily medical attention medically. They would probably just give her
things for the symptoms, like, oh, you have psoriasis, take steroids,
or
Meg: take an anti-inflammatory. Mm-hmm. It's not going to fix anything. It'll
just maybe make the symptoms less uncomfortable.
Maryam: I wanted to address really quick, if you don't mind, , before I lose
this, her psoriasis?
Mm-hmm. So you said it's on the right, correct.
Tianna: I can't remember
Maryam: if that's what
Tianna: she said. I think she said it was on the
Maryam: right because I know when she said it, it showed me something. The
psoriasis is the energy that she's holding tight.
Mm-hmm. [00:40:00] Okay.
Maryam: So when she learns to pull energy up from the left, right?
Now,, I want to stress, and I know you already know this, Tianna, the hesitancy
if there's dark trauma there in pulling something up, right? So for the average
person, I might say, oh, pull energy up from the left, release it from the right.
But if you're dealing with something that is. Been maybe even addressed and
she's aware of it, but it's really painful and it's a form of suffering for her.Then obviously, I mean, Tianna, you can guide her through the healthiest way
to take this approach, so don't necessarily take it literally if it's too much for her,
but the energy coming up through the left and she's not pushing it out. She's not
pushing any energy out. She's absorbing everyone around her from the moment
she was an infant and she's not letting anything go and everything is like this,
and so it's coming out because we release through the right and she is not
releasing anything.
And so her hand, it's like her hand is stuck and it's just holding it.
Tianna: [00:41:00] That makes sense. Sorry, go ahead. No, no. I was just like,
oh, that makes so much sense. And I remember. Some years ago, and she and I
talked about this too, , when she was wanting to lose weight or whatever, and I
kept saying, oh, I feel like it's emotional 'cause you don't you're holding onto all
these things and you need to let go of them.
And she has done work and she does kundalini yoga, but like she said, she's not
consistent. But she has done work and there's still, work to do. But it's always
felt like because we are, genetically, I don't know, the same, I guess every child
is different, but we come from the same background.
But then she has these issues that I don't have, but she's always like growing up
and that's what I think is interesting too as far as like, oh,, also, what did she
come in with as a soul that affected because growing up, she was the one that
would, stay home from school with the ear infection.
I was the one that had all elementary school, perfect attendance, never got sick
and so forth. And she would have, , different issues. On and on I can remember
that I didn't have. And so I [00:42:00] always, before I was on the spiritual path,
just thought that, oh,, how does that
Maryam: work? So I agree that if there's nothing specific in this life, then
obviously we have to go into past lives that she's brought.
She clearly brought this in with her then but Kundalini yoga, I lifesaver for me.
I cannot stress that enough. But she stopped doing it because as it starts to open
things up. She shuts it down, she doesn't want to go there.
And I think one of the things that is so beautiful about chanting specifically
versus just a quiet meditation or even a guided meditation, 'cause I know
Kundalini, they do the chanting.And I'm going to give you, which I'll send you a link to Guru Singh who she
may actually use, but Guru Singh now has his own app and so on. That app has
all kinds of chants, classes, like she can access whenever she wants. She can
stop it. She can, like, she doesn't have to go like live to a class, which can
[00:43:00] help because sometimes with Kundalini you just need small doses
and, uh, you want to feel empowered, like, I need to turn it off now.
And if, and if she can commit herself to say, you know, the next six months,
even if she only does three minutes a day. Because that day she's just wanting to
not do it. But okay, I'll do three minutes, you know? But she can give herself
that commitment when it starts to come up. This is the beauty of chanting and
kini yoga that I have found is you don't necessarily have to talk it out.
She may just find herself sobbing and then it's over. And you don't have to ask,
what was that? Where did that come from? Just, it's done. You don't have to
address it. You don't have to talk about it. You don't have to tell anybody. You
can just process it. So I feel like she's, she's like, she's on the path and she jumps
off.
Then she's on, then she jumps off. Mm-hmm. And that's okay. I mean, we All
right, we were just talking about timing for everyone, but she's so close. And I
think her [00:44:00] physical body is just constantly saying, you know you're
ready. It's okay. Just go for it.
Tianna: It's beautiful. Yeah. Yeah. And I love what you said, even if it's just
like three minutes a day because that's something my own spirit guides told me
where I like had kind of stopped doing meditation for a little while 'cause I was
like, I don't have time.
And they're like, you just need to do a few minutes every day. And yeah.
Making it not like all or nothing, but it can be just little bites, but consistency
mm-hmm. Is very important. Yeah.
Maryam: Because the more you meditate, even if it's just small amounts, a co
two things happen. Time, more time is created because you are more thoughtful
with your choices and actions and so you're getting more done.
Second, when you are having a super hard day, if you have a daily practice, if
you in the middle of the day, or even if you're out in public or at work, if you
need to go sit on the toilet, pop in earbuds and sit for 60 seconds by [00:45:00]
yourself, your body will recognize that and go into that state of balance because
it's trained in you like an athlete.And so it's not about how long you do it, it's about training the body to
recognize it. And once it recognizes it, you can pop in and outta that whenever
you need it throughout the day.
Tianna: Wonderful. That's amazing. So as we're wrapping things up, I kind of
was just wondering if maybe there is something that we haven't touched on,
something, a message that you want other people to know about what you do or
about their bodies or about, you know, medical mediumship or anything like
that.
Meg: If you're not getting answers. All of the traditional ways that people seek
answers for their physical symptoms. Uh, keep going, keep looking. And you
know, maybe the answer is outside of your particular doctor, but keep going.
Don't, don't think that you're just stuck where you are. And [00:46:00] just give
up. Please keep seeking answers and email me.
Tianna: Yeah. We'll get your information and just, that's a beautiful point. And
I can't tell you how many times, 'cause I'm also an energy healer and, you know,
and a hypnotherapist, people will come to me as a last resort and, and I'll ask
them, kind of more background about their life and kind of understand what
they've been challenging through.
And people will have tried all of the like physiological. Modalities and they
changed the way they eat and watch their sleeping and went to all of these
different practitioners, but then never ever did any emotional work or
something. Mm-hmm. So many times people didn't see the connection between
their loved one passing away five years ago and the onset of their medical issue
five years ago or things like that.
So I love that. You brought that up. Thank you. Miriam, what would you like to
share?
Maryam: Oh, I feel like I've said too much [00:47:00] already. , Much. I would
just like too much, much. I would just like to second, what nurse Meg said, and
I think encourage people who are scared of doctors. It's a matter of just finding
the right one.
Just like in any field. You have bad attorneys, you have bad teachers, you have
bad babysitters. It's not specific to the medical community. There are some great
doctors out there. And collaborating with science and spirit as Megan and I say,
I think is a life changer.Tianna: Yeah. I think especially piggybacking on that nowadays because of
technology and telehealth, right?
There might be people like my sister lives out in the middle of nowhere. She
lives a very hermited life on purpose. Like she said, she doesn't have that much
contact with other people on purpose, but even if there's not someone in your
area that is open to these things, really now with telehealth, you have kind of the
whole world available to you to find the right person and [00:48:00] still, work
with someone in the medical field.. That's very true. Absolutely. Wonderful.
Wow, this has been so interesting. I love having you guys on, I'm so excited. I
just feel that there is this like revolution in all these, old industries and old, ways
of being they are beginning to shift and become more holistic and merged with
spirituality and it's really cool to see how can people contact you.
I.
Meg: The best way is to, if they want to share their story , or talk to us or
contact us, is to email me at support@nursemegrn.com and then if they want to
find me on social media or anything like that,, I do have a website, nurse meg
rn.com, and then just nurse Meg RN on all of the social media platform.
Maryam: Beautiful Miriam, and for me it's Miriam Ferish on all the social
media platforms. But yeah, reach out to Nurse Meg if you have if you need help
with anything. And we're actually [00:49:00] launching our own live show on
YouTube off of both of our pages July 10th, where we'll be taking questions
that you can submit prior or submit that night in the comments.
You are welcome to submit any, like a video of what's going on with you, and
we may use it for the show to answer questions. So we offer two forms of
healing. One is,, if you can afford to see us. Then we will set your fee and your
session, basically goes as long as it's needed to go.
And if money is a issue for you, then our Thursday night, five o'clock Pacific
standard time, on YouTube would be a place to submit a question or to email
nurse Meg what's going on with you and see if we can help you on the show.
Tianna: Oh, that's so cool. I love that you have both of those options available
for people.
So the people that want more privacy and more time and attention can have
your private service [00:50:00] and the people who are okay, putting themselves
out there more in exchange for getting to receive your services for free and helpother people can take that option. So how wonderful. Thank you so much for
being on the podcast.
Thank you.
Yeah. You were so spot on with my sister. She's going to, she's going to love it.
She knows these issues. But it's going to be really helpful that somebody who
doesn't know her at all picked up on it and is telling her how this is the reason
why you have this health stuff. So that'll hopefully push her to really, , take the
next step.
Maryam: I love what you're doing. Thank
Tianna: you for having us on.
Yeah, it was super fun. Yeah, I loved it.
Okay, thanks so much ladies. Have a Okay. Nice meeting you. Yeah, you too.
Bye.